name
Donovan Koh Jian Ting
gender
Male
age
20
dob
14 March 1986
blood type
O
horoscope
Pices
location
Singapore
ocupation
National Service -_-
family
Family of 5 Mom & Dad, Brother and Sis I'm the youngest^^ Love them all^^
loves
Bikes, Spacious Room
hates
Yucky Food
sports i play
Slacker
listens to
Any Songs thats nice, mostly Rock, Hip Hop, R&B
email
Oxygenerated@yahoo.com.sg
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Friday, December 15, 2006
Woot! Just finished BMT. Well, just feel like updating this thing all of a sudden heh. Dunno if I have to update my own personal description there =( In army totally no entertainment so we all developed new hobbies for example, taking baths 5-6 times a day, eat and eat like wild boars, sleeping and sleeping.
[Army Section] Seriously wondering where I'll be posted to hopefully a relaxing unit =D God was kind to me during my BMT phase seriously. I was so lucky to have good sergeants and nice enciks. Though the training was tough and boring at least our commanders were reasonable and nice people overall. I just pray that things will be the same at my new unit and also hopelly I get to book out on fridays more often hehe. All the best to my platoon mates too!
Finally a Big Shout Out! I WANNA BECOME MAN!!! Well you know what I mean in army term LOL! Well, actually I meant it in both ways because at this point of time in my life, I have finally experienced bitterness and well homesick, friends sick, bedsick, gamesick, public transport sick, korean books sick, anime sick and girl sick? LOL. Seriously, In army besides being totally shagged out sometimes you still have to deal with selfish bas***** , unreasonable peeps and so on. To me I think I'm pretty much a normal human being to feel tinge of that pissed off feeling but anyways I just hope that I will grow to become more understanding to others even though I'm feeling shagged out or angry.
Things that I'm trying to work on with myself currently - To be able to take things like a man! - To remain humble at all times even though I may or may not have gone through more than others( In fact I believe we should grow more understanding towards others the more we go through and not become a proud ass who looks down on others. Afterall the only way you can learn is to be humble) - To walk in the lord always.
Soon X'mas will be coming soon, wish all my friend's and viewers perhaps a very merry Xmas.
Donovan Koh Jian Ting :+:Let us love one another for God is love ~Saranghae~:+: 3:55 AM
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
Its another week of return to my home and well... hurray for the things that are pink, red, yellow, blue and orange.(I think you know what I'm talking about right LOL. You won't find these colours in army.)
I do wonder why do I get that funny feeling in my heart. Bittersweet perhaps.. I kinda miss all the things I see, smell and do.
Well, back to the story. I got back to Sg at around 11am yesturday. Lucky for me, my nice uncle offered to send me home from pasir ris as usual, so I got home around 12pm. I had a little chat with friends in poly and of course miss princess in vienna haahha. Things that follows after that are naps and church(I can't miss out on them definately. My bed ahem.. Things are so much better at home. My personal space is like 10X of that one I had in my army bunk which is like only a little bigger than the room or whatever you call it in the public toilet. sighs.) Church?! Oh yeah! Well, yesturday I'm abit pissed at church cause I'm the only army boy there now sobz LOL and all the people there were like saying that I looked better in this current haircut and I'm like OHHHH MYYYY GODDDD what is WRONG WITH YOU!! I mean come ON! Take a look at my forehead because you can see it shiny and clear(now that I have lost the hair covering my forehead..) The words "NO FREEDOM" spells out so clearly ohhh welll.
(FOR ANIME VIEWERS) After church, I got home at around 9:30pm had supper and sat in front of the comp to look for new anime to watch. I saw this new anime "Death note" being released. Well, you can download it if you want to watch, I'm watching it cause my friends said it was nice and well yea.. The drawings are not bad too. Its about a guy named Yagami Light, who found this notebook that belongs to a Deathgod in japanese they call Deathgods as shinigami. Well, apparently this stupid looking Deathgod was bored and decided to drop his notebook in the human world. This Yagami guy happened to find the notebook and brought it home. Yagami, thinking that this world is in a mess and needs to be cleansed, decided that he shall take justice into his hands and execute the evil doer's by writing their names on the notebook.(Note: The Deathgod's notebook is actually a special notebook that will kill off the person whose name is written on the book. The person will die by the specified cause of death if it is written. If the cause of death is not written, he/she will simply die of a heart attack)
Basically, its about the battle between this Yagami guy and the detective named L, who is trying to find out who is the killer behind the mysterious deaths of the people.
After watching anime and playing a random game. I saw syin came online but was too tired to chat already LOL. Seriously wierd timing seeing her login at 1am+? What was she doing!?!?
Ahhh time is sooooooo short.. and I don't have much time to organize my thoughts enough. How I wished there were more holidays coming up soon. Another few more hours and I'll be back in camp. I hope I won't be doing any more of picking leaves and stuff LOL!!! Some of my friends complained that even bangalars don't do those kind of things LOL!!!
You know.. These days.. I'm really tired of consoling myself and others saying "Everything are just part and parcel of life, army is part and parcel of life, picking leaves is also part and parcel of life etc" HAHhahahah. Actually, I dunno but, you know buddhist they believe that everything is a cycle and if you die you'll be reborn and stuff, but if given a choice to choose. I would say I'd prefer doing this life once and put in the best of my effort to live it so that I could answer to God and go to heaven rather than to go in circles get reborned and do the same old things again. But of course getting reborn is not gonna happen because the bible says you only get to live one life and after you die its only heaven or hell that you go to. So believe it or not, its up to you. Although, I'll always pray that you will make the right choice hahaha.
To all of the friends I don't see in camp. Take care, Laugh lots and stay happy Amen. I know I'm really not good at physical stuff like running so if you wanna pray for me hehehehe. Thanks in advance.(I know I'm greedy LOL)
Just leave a message at the tag if you got something to tell me yea.. And well tata.. I'm gone for the week for field camp. Ewww 5 days no water to bathe... I'm gonna stink like dunno what LOL! Pray for ME!!! =P
Donovan Koh Jian Ting :+:Let us love one another for God is love ~Saranghae~:+: 2:02 PM
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
Well today we had a sermon on the invisible hand of God. Well, our pastor Daniel he was preaching on the chapter of Acts about how Paul survived the storm when he was on the ship.(Acts 27:20) When it was absolutely not possible that anyone could have survived that storm. Yet, everyone made it to the shore safetly.
Well the only reason that paul survived that storm could be that, paul had some unfinished business that God wanted him to do and he protected the ship from the storm.
Then pastor Daniel shared about his own experience "There was once, he woke up at 2:30am and felt that surely something was not right. He went out of his room to check. He was shocked to find out that thieves had broken into his house. At that point of time the rest of his family was still sleeping, only he and his grandma was awake. So, he knew that the thieves had broken in and is looking for valuables in the 1st floor and he knew that they would soon come to the 2nd floor to harm his family. So, he went to ring the burglar alarm and started screaming at the top of his voice.
The thieves then chased after him. When he looked back he was surprized to see 3 thieves running after him. He commented that if he knew there were 3 thieves that broke into his house he might not have been so brave.(LOL at that one.) So, the 3 of the thieves were chasing daniel, who was screaming away running around the sarong.(I can't imagine how it looks like to run around a sarong hahahha!) Eventually, the thieves gave up chasing him and ran away.
Well I guess you'll try figure out what the story of the thieves was trying to say.. If not scroll down for answers. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..
Well it could only be that God's invisible hands was protecting daniel and his family. Which explains why Daniel woke up at 2:30 feeling that something is not right. etc
I guess its true that God may have protected us without us realising it. Okay, self reminder finish, time for bed Goodnite.
Donovan Koh Jian Ting :+:Let us love one another for God is love ~Saranghae~:+: 2:41 AM
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Quote: "Life is all about love. Because God is love, the most important lesson he wants you to learn on earth is how to love."
"Love others as you love yourself." That is what God had commanded us to do.
God wants us to love everyone. but he is particularly concerned that we love others in his family. The second purpose for our lives Peter tells us "Show special love for God's people". Paul echoes this sentiment "When we have the opportunity to help anyone, we should do it. But we should give special attention to those who are in the family of believers." Why does God insist that we give special priority in loving? Because God wants his family to be know for love its love more than anything else. Jesus said our love for each other is our greatest witness to the world. He said, "Your strong love for each other will prove to the world that you are my disciples."
The Best Use Of Life Is Love Love should be your top priority, primary objective, and greatest ambition. Love is not a good part of your life; it's the most important part. The bible says, "Let love be your greatest aim."
Often we act as if relationships are something to be squeezed into our schedule. We talk about finding time for our children or making time for people in our lives. That gives the impression that relationships are just part of our lives along with many other tasks. But God says relationships are what life is all about.
4 out of the Ten Commandments deak with our relationship to God while the other six deal with relationships with people. But all ten are about relationships!
Jesus summarized what matters most to God in two statements: love God and love people. He said, "Your must love the Lord your God with all your heart...' this is the first commandment. The second is equally important: "Love your neighbour as yourself." After learning to love God(worship), learning to love others is the second purpose of your life.
Being at the bedside of many people in their final moments, when they stand on the edge of eternity, never had anyone said "Bring me my diplomas! I want to look at them one more time. Show me my awards my medals, that gold watch I was given." When life on earth is ending, people don't surround themselves with objects. What we want around us is people-people we love and have relationships with. Wisdom is learning about the truth that nothing else matters more than relationships sooner rather than later. Don't wait until you're on your deathbead to figure out that nothing matters more.
We will be evaluated on our love
The third reason to make learning to love the goal of your life is that God measures spiritual maturity by the quality of your relationships. In heaven God won't say, "Tell me about your career, your bank account and your hobbies." Instead he will review how you treated other people, particularly those in need.
When you transfer into eternity, you will leave everything else behind except your character. That is why the Bible says, "The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love."
The Best Expression Of Love is Time The importance of things can be measured with how much time you are willing to invest in them. The more time you give to something, the more you reveal its importance and value to you. If you want to know a person's priority, just look at how they use their time.
Time is your most precious gift because you only have a set amout of time. You can make more money, but you cannot make more time. When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you'll never get back. Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give someone is your time.
"The best use of life is love. The best expression of love is time. The best time to love is now."
Donovan Koh Jian Ting :+:Let us love one another for God is love ~Saranghae~:+: 9:51 PM
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Friday, June 24, 2005
School Still on the PPRMLS project =/
Gaming Im Lvl 47 already!!! and still no new BOW! Darn server unstable these days crap ~*&@&^@&^@
Music Currently listening to BoA 5th Korean album Girls on Top thanks edmund for sending me it LOL
BoA RockS~ =D
Donovan Koh Jian Ting :+:Let us love one another for God is love ~Saranghae~:+: 11:03 AM
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
=D our L2 server has been attacked by spybot lately and the server has been acting strange.. Nevertheless, I guess I'll write since I think I'm getting some inspiration..
We humans come and go. We ponder all day long.. Why am I here? What should I do? How am I supposed to live my life enjoying myself?
Yet days passed by and we have not yet come to a conclusion. Some thought there probably ain't any meaning I probably can do whatever I want to do, live the way I wanna live and get the best out of everything. Some believe they can live as long as their prince charming comes one day. Some look up self help books to find ways and means to make life better. Some think that they could live happily because they are on top of everyone. Some blindly live by mindlessly each day, keeping themselves actively participating in flings a flirt.
Seriously, think about it.. Living in this way doesn't it hurt alot of other people? Living my life in my own way? Not thinking about others and how they might learn the same things from you, thinking that "Well, thats life! Guess its okay for me to flirt too."
In real life, we are never really a full time follower or a full time leader. Everyone of us are leaders as well as followers at the same time. We look up upon others and learn from them, we live the way we live and people follow us, making us a leader at the same time.
So ask yourself.. Is it really important to think well there are so many people who are hypocrites out there... So many people wearing mask... But does it really matter? Is it really okay to sit back and watch as others, your younger generation, your future children to follow their footsteps? Why wouldn't you take it up upon yourself as a leader and lead these people out of it?
Those people waring mask, why are they like this? They are probably afraid people might see through them, they are lost and they do not know the answers. That is why they do the things they do. What about you?
Would you let me help you? Would you come to God by faith? Would you seek him and find out the purpose God has planned for you all along so that you may not be lost in the crowd? Would you seek the truth?
I'll tell you a story of those who live life their own way and those who failed as leaders..
First let me ask you. What do you think of Moral Education? Is moral education important? I thought it wasn't. Afterall, I thought that my moral education was good and need not to be taught. Well this may change the way you think.
Read the article below and tell me If it is really okay to live your life in your own selfish ways. And why wouldn't you follow the God that loves you and wants you to live life the right way?
Here's the article She's Only a Little Schoolgirl Why did she sleep with him? Money? Fun? Boredom? Gucci? Because, like, whatever As told to KATE DRAKE Kyoto I started doing Enjo Kosai my second year of high school. On most of my dates, I had sex. That's the weirdest thing I've ever done—meeting someone for the first time and screwing him the same day.
I was going to school like usual but I was bored and had no money. My boyfriend, the guy I lost my virginity to, had just broken up with me. I wouldn't do enjo kosai if I had a boyfriend. Losing him was really rough. So I just left a message about myself on a cyber message board and chose a sex partner from the guys who wrote back. It wasn't hard. Guys who want sex and dinner, guys who just want sex, guys who just want dinner—they're all out there. They leave messages like, "Any girl who will have sex for 50,000 yen [$420] send a message here," and stuff like that. I just had to say that I was a high school girl, you know?
So guys wrote back their age or just, like, "Let's have dinner." I chose guys based on their age and occupation. This guy I met at Kyoto Station, he and I wrote back and forth for a week before we met. He was practically an e-mail friend. I told him when I was free and he told me when he was free, and we just decided from there. He chose the price.
It was autumn so it was kinda chilly. I don't remember which day it was, but it was definitely a weekday because I went to school first. I got out at 3:30 p.m. then went home. I wear a school uniform and loose socks to school, so I had to change. Then I went to the station. I didn't do anything special to prepare for the date, I just went. We must have met around 6 p.m., in front of the ticket stalls. I used my cell phone to figure out who he was. He was wearing a gray suit. When I first saw him I thought, "Yep. He looks his age. He's a total salaryman."
We started talking. I asked him what he does at his job and he asked me about my school and what I do in my spare time. We just chatted. He had a white sedan and he drove us to some boring Italian place, I don't remember where. I had spaghetti, it wasn't expensive or anything. Then we went to a love hotel to have sex. He chose the hotel, it was in Minamiinta, Yamashina, off a toll road. It was just a normal place and he picked the room.
We just kinda carried on a regular conversation in the room. I mean we didn't talk about sex or anything. I took a bath first, alone. While I was in the tub, he took off his clothes. Then we did it. I used a condom so I wouldn't get pregnant. Afterward we agreed that it had gotten late, so he said, "I'll give you a lift." So he drove me to the station and that's when he paid me. I got 50,000 yen—50,000 or 60,000, I can't remember.
I didn't get a gift from him but most guys pay some sort of tribute to me. Guys always pay homage. But all the guys who wanted to screw me were old! Like, in their 30s. And none of them was attractive. One guy gave me a Gucci ring but I didn't keep it. Using it was gross! I sold it and spent the money on snowboarding. I bought lots of cute accessories and went on snowboarding trips. I'm actually going on a trip this weekend to Shiga Kogen, with my older brother's friends.
I didn't even know there was a law against enjo kosai. No one but me knew what I was doing so I thought it was O.K. It's not like I told my friends about it or anything. Enjo kosai's not something my friends and I talk about. I have no idea if any of them are doing it or have done it. To this day only five or six people know about me doing it. My parents definitely don't know—they would be pissed off. They'd think that I'm shameless.
I stopped doing enjo kosai after a while. When I did it, all I was thinking was that it's only for today so it doesn't matter. Stuff like, "No problem, don't worry that it's not someone you like." At the time I didn't think that I was doing anything bad, but now I think it was bad.
So I don't go shopping as much as I used to, even though I love Gucci's new stuff. I used to wear kogal fashion too, but not anymore. Now I have a part-time job in a Japanese inn serving breakfast and stuff but I also know some store managers here in town that give me day jobs, so I make about 30,000-40,000 yen a month. My dad gave me this Louis Vuitton purse. Yeah, it's small, but it's a brand name. I manage to save a little money. Very little.
Usually I go out with my friends, doing karaoke. I hang out here in Kyoto because my hometown is totally dead. Everything closes by 12 a.m. and there's, like, nothing to do. I don't eat dinner at home, I just go out with friends instead. O.K., maybe like four times a week. If I don't have to work, I'll go out drinking. My parents know that I drink but they don't care—I don't have a curfew or anything.
I'm the middle kid in my family. When I was little I wanted to become a housewife. Now I don't know what I want to do in the future. I just graduated from high school though. And I passed the college entrance exam so I'm going to go to a local college. I'm still going to live at home.
I've never talked with my parents or teachers about sex, are you kidding? My friends and I don't really talk about sex either. I've had sex with seven people, and that includes the guys I've actually liked.
Donovan Koh Jian Ting :+:Let us love one another for God is love ~Saranghae~:+: 11:45 PM
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
hahah Our game Battle Racer has this Singapore map in it and happened to have Fann Wong inside!~!~ but just what if it was... BoA LOL!!! After all we are the game designers right? A little change is not a big problem =P
Donovan Koh Jian Ting :+:Let us love one another for God is love ~Saranghae~:+: 4:24 AM
